looking for the answer

I've tried and tested the writing after 3 a.m. theory before and i know its not ever the best thing. Yet we do it, and yet I do it... yet again. I feel lost. I've finished college and its evident I'm to do something else now, but what?

Am I to find a job, and become the corporate slave? Am I to maybe start giving back to society in some other way? Teach at a school maybe? Can I afford to sleep some of my days away? Join a new business perhaps? Should I maybe, as the cliche' goes, find myself first?

Its like the standing at the crossroads cliche' but so very different. My road has opened up into an open field; without paths or tracks or markings. Should I wait for God to help? Then again, I don't suppose God helps people who are just aimlessly standing in open fields.